yesterday was the blessing party of my mom's office and i was obliged to cook for some food. i was quite annoyed honestly because i wasn't in the mood for cooking and damn i have to have it done quickly. but then, i have no choice. i cooked two different pastas for that party--lasagna and tuna carbonara.
i arrived late for the party then my mom told me there were a lot of guests who appreciated both of the pasta. ooOooh laLa! (bukad atay ni ate). i haven't been expecting that. in fact, some of the guests asked me if i was studying culinary arts. ha3Ü deceiving pala luto koh???(char) then another guest asked me if she could order carbonara from me, i just threw her a smile and kept smiling because at the first place, i don't know what to answer and to somehow tell her i don't want to cook more. heheheÜ. i've realized that aside from the usual purpose, smiling can also be expressed to show emptiness, i mean it's another way of telling "i don't know". i'm now starting to find some bits of what could be the more possible meaning of smile. Ü